by Ricky Doc Sauceda
Zephaniah 3:14
Sing, Daughter Zion; shout aloud, Israel! Be glad and rejoice with all your heart, Daughter Jerusalem!
I had trouble falling back to sleep last night. I woke up around midnight and just tossed and turned. Then a couple of hours later I fell asleep again...and into a wonderful dream.
This dream was vivid and strong. All the colors in my home were radiant. I could "feel" everything like it was really happening.
As I fell asleep I found myself entering my apartment. Not the one that I live in now but the one that I will be living in; something that I have yet even begun to plan. I will be here until August due to my lease contract.
It was daytime when I opened my front door to discover that my home had been decorated with balloons, beautiful plants and presents along a buffet cabinet. I don't own one at present. My dining room table was decorated nicely as well.
I was shocked to see all of this. I turned to look around and my beloved was coming out of the kitchen. I asked her,"Did you do all of this?" She responded,"I have had you on my mind so much lately. I have been going through some things. I need you to help me because you love our Lord and I know that I can trust you."
I hugged her and said,"Of course. I will do all that I am capable. I am so happy that you are here." At that the other most significant woman in my life entered and said,"We have another surprise for you. Come with us."
They led me to a church that was holding a celebration. There was singing, food and drink. I was told by the staff,"Welcome. Ask for whatever you like. We want you to feel at home." All of this was set up outside in their parking lot, with tents and all kinds of tables and serving stations.
It was a magnificent and happy event. I then woke up to the calling of my alarm clock. I was immediately concerned for my two loves.
After I shut down my computer from sharing this morning, I went to my room to pray. I began by petitioning our Lord to be with my two loves and provide for them according to His will. These two women are my ex-wife and daughter.
I truly love them above any women in this world. They are forever a part of me. God and family.